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I majorly screwed up!!! Of course all this talk about can't wait for Easter and I screw up!! Taylor completly SAW all their Easter stuff!!!!!!!!!! I am so upset. I mean it's fixable just take it all back and get new stuff, except I told her that stuff is from mommy and daddy and so now not only did I already spend $70 on Easter I have to go today and spend more on stuff from the easter bunny! Can you believe it. I haven't even told Mike. Wait till I do. She only saw 2 of the 3 baskets she said and she says she only saw Michael's big gift. She promised that's all she saw. I told her I wasn't or wouldn't be mad but she should tell me the truth because I didn't want to ruin her Easter suprise, and I can take it back and get something else. She said " I promise mommy that's all I saw." So she's either telling me the truth or she really likes the gifts and doesn't want tme to take it back!!!! Oh, well I will just keep it and buy new candy and stuff from the bunny!! I hope I didn't ruin the whole believe in the bunny deal. I will be so upset if I did...Okay no more dweling on this going on now.

So Mike called me from work yesterday all distraut. He said " I just had to deal with something I have never had to deal with and never want to ever again." This man that works for him came to him all upset and just in disbeliefe, Mike said. He said this man is the same age as him and has 3 kids just like us. He and his wife have been togather for 10 years and married for 3. Well the night before this man's wife told him she is leaving him. Gave him no explanation just said I'm leaving and taking the kids. This was a BIG REALITY CHECK FOR MIKE!!! He said to me " I know we argue and you have in the past threatned to leave me but I don't know what I would do if you really did. I think this has changed his whole outlook. This man was so upset and Mike saw how it affected him all day. Mike called me all day to see what he could say to his friend and I just told him nothing you say is gonna make it go away. You can't make this better. Any ways Mike sat down with us at dinner last night ( by the way that he cooked when he got home.) and told the kids how much he loved me and them and how lucky he is to really have us. And that some changes need to be made around our house, things like doing more as a family and not letting the small things bother us. I can't help but think that this will last like and week and go back to normal. But I also feel like now I can say "remember that man you work with?" Not that that's right necessarily, but I don't think he will forget how he was feeling at that moment. Well time to wake Tay Tay up and get her ready for school. So till next time...